Reality.

I have done a major reality check this week...or still doing one. I have definitely started to see a little bit of a panic light going off in the front of my mind, highlighted by the insanely crazy wedding-related dreams I have been experiencing. To check myself, I have started to interview wedding event-planners. I found one I love. But I still have to talk to one more. I need someone to go over my plan and fix gaps I may have. I also need someone to help hold me accountable, because all I have right now, is, well, me.

I got hit again when one of my friends (JP) bought her plane ticket! Ahhhhh. I have one official guest! What a really, really, really, really strange feeling. As a therapist you would think I could find better emotional words to describe, but no: 4 really's does it well.